Thursday, January 10, 2008
Built To Last - Melee
Just got back from my dinner with my family. Celebrating my mom's 44th B'day at Bilal Restaurant. I was too busy munching all those dishes to even care about the 5 SMSes in my handphone. Anyway, the food there was preety ok. But personally abit too costly (though i'am not the one paying). It's better at Simpang or Jalan Kayu or Restu Seafood Restraunt, taste wise. But their butter prawn is the best one i tasted so far.
Took my Napfa yesterday and i failed...or so they say. Thank god it didn't rain heavily yesterday and that they did not cancel the stations. For all of the stations, i got mostly Es, so based on the criteria i should pass. But you know what, i don't give a damn. My body is aching like hell. But all i need now is just someone to give me full body massage.
I am done with work and all i want to do now is to concentrate on my projectsss.(emphasize the Ses). Since working, felt like i have not been contributing enough for the group. Now is the time. But i can't wait till the date of Feb 15- my last day of school. No exams.
personal reminder : inform christina ng and joan d'cotta on changing interview date due to med check-up.
I realised that when you gain something, for sure, in return you will lose something. You can never have both. One day u meet new friend (gained) and the next thing you know, your current friend whom you care about 'turn around and spit you in the face' (lose). After all these times i swallow all the fucking criticism and mood swings and being there for you, this is how you repay me. DAMN!. All i want in return is to atleast be appreciative and i never asked anything more than that.
In other words, they were not there for you when you need them the most and they would just simply say something (without thinking) and fucking pull your morale down and just simply fucking ruin your day. But right now, all i can try is to just think about all the good stuff they have done for me and all the great times i have spent with them. I am willing to put all these to end for good and I am still trying. I am good at faking my feelings. most of my friends knew that. So if i am still faking it, that means i care about our friendship cause sometimes these little things are unnecessary and surfacing it out may simply jeopardise the friendship that we all have built to last.
The Melee
a great band with great sounds