This just gave me more reasons to love her. How I wish I could be the guy in the video :)

Turning 21 on 21 was great. Though initially had a misunderstanding with parents, it's resolved and it's all good now. Thank Yous: ( spare me the emotion for the entry today)

Dir,Diy,Zam,Fir,Ted, Thanks for the beautiful Kenneth Cole watch. I was totally down that day, but you guys 'lifted' me up. So much for the voucher.haha. 9 years of friendship. It's like practically we are 'married' to each other. Other than family, I have never had a relationship this long.haha. You guys are special. Like I told Dir before, there are no words that could describe how much I appreciated you guys so much. Though at times, I don't really say/show it. Thanks alot you guys. Really. Now that almost each one of us are at the starting line in building a career, I hope we could end the race together and excel in whatever we hoped to achieve in the beginning. We can't meet this week. Prolly next week alright, during the new year's week. We never said this, ever, but fuck the ego, I love you guys alright :)

To my ever beautiful family, I admit that since NS, I have been spending time with friends more than you guys. But ever since that incident, I realised that no one will stand by me as how you guys did. To my parents, as much as how frustrating you guys made me at times, deep down I truly know your intention. And for that, I love you guys so much. And now, that one of your children is getting engaged, I hope you guys would continue to provide endless love, support and guidance to us. Thanks for the B'Day Dinner treat, the huge 21 B'Day Cake, the cupcakes, the bowling treat, the tops, berms, hong-baos. Now that I am 21, I'll try to be a better man.

To my 'sexes' : Shazryana & Nur Sadrina. Haha. Yana & Sad. I don't even know where to start. All the laughter & joy we shared. Being with you guys is like living in another world. We have been in that world for 4 years and it's still revolving. It's like everytime when I am with you guys, I am in another part of that world, learning and enjoying and savouring each moment. Compared from the first time we met and hang out, we have grown a mile, mentally and emotionally. And maybe physically (the hair - __ - haha). N I can't wait to 'travel' with you guys to the next destination :) It was quite a pleasant B'Day surprise that day after the dinner. Thanks for that oh-so-creamy-powdery-chocolatey cake from Swiss Bakery. ANYTHING that has got to do with delicious chocolate, i will lose for sure.

Last but not least. My 'Wifes' : Ayu, Lina & Lyn. Finally we got to meet yesterday except for Lyn. We could talk about our poly life like forever. Being in the same course, same class and same group for all the projects together for 3 years, that would be more than enough experience for us to share for the rest of our lives. We should consistently meet up for regular makan cum movie outing. *popeyes*. Thanks for the B'Day movie treat at The Cathay & B'day dinner treat at Swensen. That's one hell of a chocolate dinner for me. Next time, we have to drag sherlyn with us.

So bascially, my life revolve around these 4 groups of beautifully interesting people, who to me, is a gift from Allah. And thats is why they will always have a special place in me.

To my crazy lads of Squad 45, thanks for the well-wishes. Especially Bunk 14, thanks for the pizza :) Not forgetting Diana, Sakinah, Intan, Shobi, Surianti and Yaya for the wishes too.

On another subject, went to CGH A&E yesterday night cause a cotton bud was stuck in my ear. My mom has warned me like a million time not to dig it too deep. But as stubborn as i was, I did it anyway. In the end, the bud was out and a cream was given to me for my ear as there were some skin infection. And you know what's the best part? It's free beacuse I am a NS man. Well, finally, I am starting to see the benefit in serving the nation.haha

I need to get the new CD from Brett Anderson & The Verve.

still feeling the lost. Strength : 38...always.