Monday, July 13, 2009
Will You Be There - Michael Jackson
......weary
tell me will you hold me
when wrong will you scold
when lost will you find me...
...lead me
love me & feed me
kiss me & free me
i'll be there.....
No matter how far you've gone now, to me, it just feels that you are getting more and more closer to me . Ever since seeing you for the first time through the glass cube and knowing that I couldn't get close to you with all those tubes pierced in you, you don't know how much I wanted to hold u and carry you. But somehow, Allah has chosen this very day to take you away and that this day was the day HE 'permit' me to touch, hold and carry you since you are 'FREE' from all that tubes and glass cube. How cold you felt. How peacefully you look. How soft your skin was. From there I know why Allah would want you more. I didn't want to let you go cause I know I won't able to hold you anymore. But the pale skin of yours brings me back to reality. It kills me. I will try to look after your twin sister & twin brother like my own family too. I love you. I'll be there......
2 death in a day. It's too much too bear. Though I ain't close to you Nek Nyang, you are just like my very own grandmother who I cares and respects very much.
In memories of my 2 Grandfather, my baby uncle, Abdul Malik, Nek Nyang & Tengku Putera Muzsyaqil. I love you but Allah loves you more.